meh.
hey.
wuzup?
lol.
i ♥ vanessa carlton.
&&& im DEPRESSED.
but im okeys
im just a lil' bit...
...
hurt
see, im on something of an emotional rollercoaster.
5th grade, i get a crush on this guy.
and he's really....pretty
but he doesn't know i exist.
9th grade, i get a crush on this guy.
and he's really....sweet, and funny
and we're close, we're friends
but he's gay.
this year, i get a crush on this guy
and he's really....i dont know
i just fell for him, idk why
but he's now in a relationship w/some1 else.
go fig.
this year, after that, i fall for a friend
a new friend, but he's dating my other friend that i met last year
and this friend from last year, shes great & i dont wanna do nething 2 disrupt their relationship.
they break up.
for a week or two, i really like this guy.
like, REALLY like this guy.
and yesterday...
...well, now he's w/ someone else.
go figure.
so i keep picking the wrong guys to fall for.
BUT I WANT TO FIND LOVE.
i really really do.
a lot.
but there's this boy...
=D
i just needed
to
get
that
all
out
so
no
im
gonna
go
and
pretend
this
never
happened.
♥